Hey everyone! On March fifth on got my FIRST TESTOSTERONE SHOT! It was super exciting. I've waited so long and to finally just walk in to my doctors and get my shot was an excellent feeling. As for how I feel, I feel no different. Everything seems the same. I go back April fourth for my next shot and hopefully from there on I'll be able to give them to myself and avoid the doctors visit. I'll still have to go back in every so often to get basic labs done to check my levels.
I got a gym membership and am ready to start pounding the weights again after my surgery. Hopefully now I will get the results I want! I'm super excited to see how things go and change just in the next two months. My voice should be one of the first things to change :)
I did give in and have a conversation with my mom. I told her everything. I told her about starting testosterone and that I had chest surgery. Unfortuantely she is still not accepting and said some pretty hurtful things. I was very upset after we talked, but I think I did a good job of putting it behind me quickly and not letting it effect my life choices. I wish for once she could leave God out of it. I don't forsee being around her much. She just stresses me out and adds more of a burden. It saddens me that I have failed in her eyes, not because I agree, but because she can't see all the great things I have become and done. I'm "broken" to her.
Thanks for the love and support friends! Sometimes its the things you guys say that get me through the day!
